*yhw yhw yhw*(un-edited)

Be able to feel one more time
All I want to do is hold you one more time
As this all fades to black
Like warm milk on a winter night
It’s thick and hot
I can feel the blood pumping in my veins
It’s sharp and fatal
Dreading that last kiss
It’s soft and tender
Waiting for that first kiss
Waiting to see you again
Waiting for it to end
I stare at the ceiling
Should I stop trying to understand
Should I stop caring
Trying to understand it all
Why do I sit up all night
Why am I doing this
What does all this mean
I though a lot but did nothing
I though I would save someone
I though I would change the world
Writing down pointless worlds
As I lay on my floor
To everything but you
I have become numb
Why, why, why
Why can’t I live anymore
Why can’t I understand anymore
Let it fall into you arms
Why can’t I open my heart
Why can’t I love anymore
Tell the whole world how I feel
Why can’t I outstretch my arms
Why can’t I scream anymore
Gently fall on my face
Why can’t I feel the cool drops
Why can’t I dance in the rain anymore
This is the beginning of the end