*why why why*(un-edited)

This is the beginning of the end
Why can’t I dance in the rain anymore
Why can’t I feel the cool drops
Gently fall on my face
Why can’t I scream anymore
Why can’t I outstretch my arms
Tell the whole world how I feel
Why can’t I love anymore
Why can’t I open my heart
Let it fall into you arms
Why can’t I understand anymore
Why can’t I live anymore
Why, why, why
I have become numb
To everything but you
As I lay on my floor
Writing down pointless worlds
I though I would change the world
I though I would save someone
I though a lot but did nothing
What does all this mean
Why am I doing this
Why do I sit up all night
Trying to understand it all
Should I stop caring
Should I stop trying to understand
I stare at the ceiling
Waiting for it to end
Waiting to see you again
Waiting for that first kiss
It’s soft and tender
Dreading that last kiss
It’s sharp and fatal
I can feel the blood pumping in my veins
It’s thick and hot
Like warm milk on a winter night
As this all fades to black
All I want to do is hold you one more time
Be able to feel one more time