*You*(un-edited)

I can’t even look at you
I can’t even stand it
You think you are all knowing
You think you have all the answers
I don’t even fully understand myself
So how the hell can you

I want to punch you in the face
But I can’t
Why
Because I would want to damage anything that pretty
You don’t see me
So you can’t feel me
You can’t feel the pain
You say you understand
But you don’t
I have told you everything
And you just blow it off
You act like it doesn’t matter
If I hate you
Then why don’t these feelings stop
Why can’t I just forget it like you did
I want to scream
I want to cry
But I can’t
So I just give you a smile
If you only understood
How you fucking kill me
Form the inside out
I hate you
But I can’t stop feeling for you
I want to just leave
I want to just run away
And what makes it worse
Is you saw it coming
You knew it was going to happen
And you played along
You drove me mad
Until I exploded
And you just laughed
You just want to know
That people desire you
That you are something special
Well I hope you are reading this
Because I am done
I’m done with the pain
I’m done with the heart break
I don’t know how to stop
But I will
So don’t be surprised
By my friend
You played a game and lost
You lost me
And I hope you see that I'm worth more then you think
More then I think
I hope you are happy
Because I’m done with letting this get to me
Over
Fin