*Black and White Movie*(un-edited)

My life is like the day you wished you could have sleep in
Love is lost
Everyone tells me that I will find that special someone
Just like in the movies the main character is comforted by his best friend’s words
I wish my life could be like the movies

This pain isn't real
This is just me getting worried for nothing
No stop heart
You can’t break
Cause this inst real

I knew ever since I first met you
You stole my heart
I knew my life would never be the same
And they tell me it will be ok
But it won’t

With every giggle
I fall some more
I hid it from you
So you don’t have to see me
See how you’re killing me

"What is wrong buddy?"
"Nothing"
"Something is wrong"
"No nothing"
"I can’t explain"

This little time we have to together
Does it have to end?
Do you have to turn your back?
Fuck these tears
I can’t hold them back

They told me I would find my love
And they were right
But I want this love to last for ever
Fuck you time
Why can’t you stop for us?

"A lot can happen between then and now"
Why do I do this to myself?
I say I'm going to give up
Just to be dragged back in
I hate my mind for thinking

Everything is blurry
Everything is moving to fast
Why can't you just slow down for me
I’m never good enough
Things will never change

This isn't real
This cant be true
This is just so painful
Something has to happen, has to change
Fuck you tears

Never look back
Take the memories with you
For I can’t hold onto them
They are too painful
I have to forget you

Fuck this world
Why can’t you help me?
Why can’t you save me?
Bring me some joy
Take way these damn tears

So much joy
Why cant theses moments never end
Why do we have to say good bye
Never to see me again
Please never forget who I was

Don’t kiss me good bye
For I feel I will break
And I will fall alone
To never stand up again
To never live again

No
Stop
Please
Never
Fuck

Don’t let me go
Keep your arms around me
Please save me
Don’t let go of my hand
No fucking hold on

Wait things are suppose to change
Your suppose to come running back
And we are suppose to be in love forever
And then live happy ever after
Fuck the fairy tails for poisoning me

They say I will get better
Just wait some time
And I will have forgotten all about you
But I won't
And I will never see you again

Who will save me?
Who will be my night in shining armor?
Or am I never to be save
For things don't look like they’re going to change
And this pain will always stay

Everyone love what you have
Never let it go
Hold on to them tight
And every chance you get
Show them your love